the story of me, you and a guy

I do not know what to so now this .. but I will be strong .. strong in every challenge that god gave to me .. yes .. maybe someone watching me like there is not any .. but .. I feel all .. I've been married .. I think my life will be happier . but on the other hand .. you all must weird, right ? I'm more weird .. this world really do not fair .. with my life as an adopted child. my life as a wife .. my responsibilities as a daughter almost done .. but my responsibility as a wife .. I have yet to solve. erm ... Afif never understand my feelings .. feelings of a wife to her husband .. what do I do he never appreciated. okay .. not what .. elders say .. we'll never taste the sweetness if we do not never felt bitterness ...The words that I held since I began to love ..memories with me to my first love  Ikmal .. I forgot .. he who taught me the meaning of true love .. even though he never loyal to me .. but I know .. he might justly want to do that .. that is not I never forget .. he exhales his last breath in front of my own eyes .. 6 months .. I suffer until I met my husband. who 've made me happy ..Alhamdulillah ..eh ! I 've long this nonsense .. haha ​​.. no point me the story again ..assalamualaikum ...love you all ...

Hello ^-^

hye.. assalamualaikum..
what's up??
da lme x update blog kan??
rndu plak ase nye.. spnjg aku x update blog ni..
bnyk bnde yg terjadi..
contohnye,...
aku xcident..teruk jgk la..
smpai aku nk bgn pn xbley...
nk mkn pn bersuap...
hmmm.. lpas 2 plak.. aku dpt tau..yg aku ni sbenarnye ank angkt mama n ayh aku..
sooo sad.. sumpah aku terperanjat...kecewa...
n lpas 2... aku bernikah dgn org yg aku syg smnjk skolah lgi..
xpi scare pkse... dlm scare pkse 2 plak...
alhamdulillah kami bhgia skrg...nikah pn xad la se gempak mne pn..
wt knduri doa selamat je...
insya allah dlm bln 3 nnty kami wat kenduri sanding... tu pn lau ade bajet la..hahah
sbb kami kawen pn scare mngejut..bkn sbb aku mngandung oky...
ni sbb slh kami berdua jgk... parent kami sruh kami break..
xpi degil jgk... skali kantoi..
2 la sbb kmi bernikah 2...
so now.. alhamdulillah kedua2 pihak dpt trime kami...
aku hrap... hbungn kami suami isteri kekal smpai bile2..
until jannah... ^-^

so stakat ni je crite aku untuk kali ni..
insya allah klau ade kelapangan...
aku akn kongsi crte2 yg mnarik dlm blog ni k..

wassalam....